how many times have you went to friendster or (presently) facebook and viewed someone’s profile but didn’t add him or her to your friends list, because you two don’t exactly know each other, but you know each other? how many times have you and someone else stared at each other while walking towards each other, both being unable to decide whether to smile, say hi, or just pretend there was no one there? the answer: tons. but many of these times, both of you actually want to smile or say hi, except both parties end up deciding that the “other person” might think that you’re crazy/weird and hence you choose the 3rd option of pretending that there’s only air in front of you, not knowing that you two are actually just waiting for someone to make the first move to smile, just in case you actually smile and get ignored. we’re just protecting ourselves from being hurt in the case of people ignoring us. yup. because being ignored is a horrible experience. the same as smiling to someone and not receiving a smile back.

why can’t the world change to one where everyone smiles at everyone.

now i understand wad i means that it never rains but pours. its like its been raining all the way since the afternoon. and its super cold. and windy. and i definately need to sleep with 2 blankets on tonight. i was already like freezing just lying down on the sofa with my blanket.

and, i cant make myself go and bathe tonight. its really absolutely freezing. worse to try to bathe. this sucks.

it feels sooo freaking strange when u look at things/objects from your past. brings back memories and stuff. but its funny that even the bad memories dont come across as bad as they probably were before…… so strange…

duno why bout i was just tinking bout random stuff.

example 1.

table tennis= ping pong

example 2.

when my stupid sore throat is going to stop

example 3.

thinking of the fondue we had at swensons in bangkok

example 4.

why the crap is my room sooo dusty

example 5.

i should have bought more stuff in bangkok

example 6.

why my little little brother actually bothers to read my blog. (roasted pig =p)

anyways, i ‘ve slept lots today and seriously doubt if i can get any sleep tonite. let me see. i tink i woke up about 10+ 11 this morning. den i used comp, den i slept agen at 1 plus, and didnt wake up until 7pm. like yays. that is like tons of sleep. another random event.

and. i’m so freaking bored right now. pple, pls ask me out, i’m freaking bored at home.

recently didnt reli post much stuff here. all on my other bloggie. so i decided  post here agen. do u noe that wordpress doesnt allow pple to like use external blogskins. not like blogspot. in wordpress can only use their skins. crap rite. but o wells, nvm. xiao3 shi4.at this moment, i really really hate CD drives. very stupid. first i wanted to burn a copy of all my class fotos inside to go develop, den when i told it to write into the cd, it says got error. den when i changed the cd, it now tells me that there is no freaking cd in the drive. just great. and then, that day, i wanted to copy roller coaster tycoon 2 cd for pple, den wad happen?! it also says there is no cd inside the drive. den once i change to some other cd, can read the cd. crap! like how pissed i am now.

o ya. and i seriously need to start packing my room!!! my mum is coming back from thailand tmr nite, and thats my supposed deadline. CRAP. my room is seriously in a mess